There's always a fantasy world deep inside everyone's heart, or a ownself universe, where their date, their prince charming, there dreams lies. I guess I've lost the most original pure affection, I has been isolated in this wicked world. I affirm I'm a trash if I keep on earning my living in such sinful, disgusting atmosphere. No one could ever survive. Cause what's the main different between human beings and animals? Conscience. And personally I will add religion. An indivudual without conscience or religion then what the hell character he or she is? What am I saying? Maybe just venting my anger. Alright, but what am I angrying for? I'm not foolish and I am not totally being deceived. It's just due to present situation I have to make some sacrifices and temporarily lose my conscience, as long as it is not causing serious consequences then it's OK to me. Make several great friends, a really true friend, which I have already found, what more could I ask for in the following 2 years? I suppose no and thanks god a lot. When do I become so extreme to wrote such a freaky composition?Today I saw a introduction reference about Singapore. I found Singapore a good place for consuming your money. It really costs a huge amount of money to enjoy the high class entertainment or relaxation. It amazed me but doesn't mean I didn't want to take it. Singapore means a lot to me, my best friend, my initiative aboard life, anyway it just means a lot. I will definitely go back more than once to see my native pals there. Which means I will definitely travel to there, but not now, maybe when I'm wealthy enough. Grab my family with me spend a whole month there or whatsoever. oh American chick, how sweet! But that's just saying.I'm going to take IEITS soon, it may not be that horrible as it seems to be. I'm not sure I'll perform but I won't be that worse I assume.Enthusiastically finished a impromptu essay. I felt quite released after this. So long didn't express my true feeling in English, it's like a swagman finally went back to where he belonged.WICKED WORLD. SICK, TIRING, UNREAL, PRETENDING,MEANINGLESS,HOPELESS,UNREASONABLE.I felt simple-minded means happiness sometimes.